Many moons ago, I had this crazy idea to get a Masters Degree in Theology. I loved my faith, worked for the Church and had already studied Theology as a missionary, so it seemed like a logical next step. I thought perhaps it would help me better minister to those I served. I remember stepping into class that Saturday morning and feeling like I was immediately lost in a whirlwind of high-falutin mumbo jumbo. Our textbooks were full of quotes from well-known theologians from up and down the centuries that seemingly had no practical application to my daily life. Right then and there, I both gained a great respect for those who were called to obtain this difficult degree and made the decision that this was definitely not for me.
Today we celebrate the feast of St. Thomas Aquinas, who has gifted our Church with myriad theological documents, but who was also able to “see the whole natural order as coming from God the Creator, and to see reason as a divine gift to be highly cherished.” A few months before his passing he said: “All that I have written seems to me like so much straw compared to what I have seen and what has been revealed to me.” (source: franciscanmedia.org)
Our first reading today states: “the law has only a shadow of the good things to come.” Over and over in the Gospels we see how Jesus chides the scribes and the Pharisees about adhering to the letter of the law but having hardness of heart. His desire instead is that we have the humility to say to Him “Behold, I come to do your will.” In the Gospel He goes so far as to clarify: “For whoever does the will of God is my brother and sister and mother.” He seeks not so much our knowledge, as our hearts that are open to listening and obeying. These hearts live in love.
So if you are tempted to roll your eyes and plug your ears at the simple mention of Aquinas’ name, know that you are not alone. Many of us may never understand his writings. And maybe we don’t need to. Maybe the point is that St. Thomas, like so many others, sought to understand the “mind” of the Church in order to live out her beautiful teachings within his heart. He sought to know God more in order to love Him more deeply. And we are invited to do the same
Hace mucho tiempo, tuve la loca idea de obtener una maestría en teología. Amaba mi fe, trabajaba para la Iglesia y ya había estudiado teología como misionera, así que me pareció un paso lógico. Pensé que tal vez me ayudaría a ministrar mejor a los que servía. Me acuerdo haber llegado al salón de clases ese sábado por la mañana y me sentí inmediatamente perdida en un torbellino de palabrería de alto nivel. Nuestros libros de texto estaban llenos de citas de teólogos conocidos de todos los siglos que aparentemente no tenían ninguna aplicación práctica en mi vida diaria. En ese mismo momento, gané un gran respeto por aquellos que fueron llamados a obtener este título difícil y tomé la decisión de que esto definitivamente no era para mí.
Hoy celebramos la fiesta de Santo Tomás de Aquino, quien ha dotado a nuestra Iglesia con una miríada de documentos teológicos, pero quien también pudo “ver todo el orden natural como proveniente de Dios el Creador, y ver la razón como un don divino que debe ser altamente apreciado”. Unos meses antes de morir dijo: “Todo lo que he escrito me parece paja en comparación con lo que he visto y lo que me ha sido revelado.” (fuente: franciscanmedia.org)
La primera lectura de hoy dice que la ley “no contiene la imagen real de los bienes definitivos, sino solamente una sombra de ellos”. Una y otra vez en los Evangelios vemos cómo Jesús reprende a los escribas y fariseos por adherirse a la letra de la ley pero tener dureza de corazón. Su deseo, en cambio, es que tengamos la humildad de decirle: “Aquí estoy, Dios mío; vengo para hacer tu voluntad”. En el Evangelio Jesús clarifica: “Porque el que cumple la voluntad de Dios, ése es mi hermano, mi hermana y mi madre”. No busca tanto nuestro conocimiento, sino nuestros corazones abiertos a escuchar y obedecer. Estos corazones viven en el amor.
Así que si te sientes tentado a poner los ojos en blanco y taparte los oídos ante la simple mención del nombre “Aquino”, debes saber que no estás solo. Muchos de nosotros tal vez nunca entenderemos sus escritos. Y tal vez no sea necesario. Tal vez lo que importa es que Santo Tomás, como tantos otros, buscó comprender la “mente” de la Iglesia para vivir sus hermosas enseñanzas en su corazón. Buscó conocer más a Dios para amarlo más profundamente. Y nosotros estamos invitados a hacer lo mismo.
Tami Urcia is a midwestern gal from a large Catholic family. As a young adulthood she was a missionary in Mexico, where she studied theology and philosophy. After returning stateside bilingual, she gained a variety of work experience, traveled extensively and finished her Bachelor’s Degree at Brescia University. She loves organizing and simplifying things, watching her children play sports, deep conversations with close family and friends and finding unique ways to brighten others’ day with Christ’s love. She works full time at Diocesan in the Software Department and manages the Inspiration Daily reflections. She is also a guest blogger on CatholicMom.com and BlessedIsShe.net.
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